Counselling - the way forward?
I had my first conselling session today, it went ok I think, I didn't really know what to say and ended up spending most of my time crying but I guess I'm supposed to get out how I'm feeling and if I feel sad then the best thing to do is cry. I've another 4 sessions before I move so hopefully that'll help me and I can deciede when we get up north whether or not I want to carry on with it.
Other than that its a nice quiet day, went and taxed my hubby's car then caught the bus back up the hill. Tonight I'm off out with the girlies from work, will be good to find out all the gossip. Spoke to Amy, my boss, briefly yesterday and it sounds like things have all changed so thats good and I can't wait to hear about it. Might see about moving to the Glasgow office, see if there are any postitions available but I still want to work part time so it might not work out.
DH is away at the moment, back on thursday. Its strange getting used to him not being here, over the past 5 months we've spent a lot of time together and I've really started to lean on him. He's on courses down in Pompey and was supposed to be finishing on Friday but because I've got a hospital appointment on Friday they're letting him finish on Thursday instead. A complete bonus for the fella he's on his course with as he's got an extra day off!
On Friday I've got an appointment with a pre-eclampsia specialist, we requested the referal back in January so it feels like its been a long time coming. I really hoped to be pg for when I see the Dr but it doesn't look like I will be, AF is due this weekend and I'm going to do a test on Fri morning but I'm not hopeful. DH was away when I ov'd so its highly unlikely we 'got caught' this month. Think the next few months we can forget about as well as he's away Mon-Fri. Life is such an arse.
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