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gal_jazz

gal_jazz

I am 35 and adore my kitties...


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Charities and causes: Mind.... Rethink....

Where you'll find me on iVillage: Coping with Depression board

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    Sunday, May 18th, 2008, 4:22 pm

    HI

     I thought I needed to start writing again....things are so hard ....yet I dont know what to say ....

    I am really worried about my operation on my hand on tuesday...I know they do thousands of them...and it is a an easy op but i am scared...its my lefthand and i have never not had the use of it....silly arent I?

     I cant say I am totally depressed or hyper...  I just feel numb....and confused....my head feels so heavy like I cant really think ...Its so tough to get a single thought out...

    I havent been sleeping lately so I am back taking temazepam....I hate the stuff because it makes my back hurt ....I am not taking it any more it was only a short course anyway....Back taking the zopiclone....

    I lost 7.5 pounds this week which i think is too much in one hit....but i was totally on the core plan at weightwatchers may be it was a shock to the system....Oh I dont know...but i know that this week I havent lost anything.....

     I am not getting weighed this week because my arm will be heavily bandages for afew days..but I am going to weightwatchers to get my 100 pound certificate. 

     I want to lose another 7 stone and I want to do it with in a year and a half this time...  I have to get to goal..>I cant keep being this big it is really getting to me....I hate my size....I am so angry at myself for getting so huge....I am such an idiot ...I was eating myself to death...

    I am getting a bit obsessed with food...and I keep cooking..>I have so much in my freeze..I do need to eat some of it...before I do any more cooking.....

    I have been to tesco three times this week...just spending money on food...I dont know why....obsessed by fruit and veg...Now that is stupid...!!! 

    I have been drinking alot of coffee lately...mostly decafe....just trying not to feel hungry.....I feel like sometimes I could just stuff my face....other times i dont want to eat....

     Lucy and Lillie are still going strong...they are my little ANGELS!!! I love them to bits...they make me smile and greet me when I walk through the door ...even lucy is wanting a stroke when I get in....

     huggles

    JayneLaughing

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cl-owly_2001 10 Sep 2007 01:25:00 GMT
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apricot2007 03 Sep 2007 07:08:00 GMT
Hi Jayne<br />\n<br />\n<br />\nJust popping in to say, 'Hi' and hope you are ok..............thinking of you...and I thought these guys were quite seriously cute!!<br />\n<a href=http://www.glitter-gfx.com><img src=http://dl10.glitter-graphics.net/pub/187/187590tuf3e01ejh.gif width=198 height=182 border=0></a><br><a href=http://www.testmysoul.org target=_blank>glitter-graphics.com</a>

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