I've had an awful day!!!!
Its been one of those days from start to finish!!!
Lilah is ill, I thought it was just a cold as she is snotty and has a cough, but now I think it may be something more. She has been a super cling on all day and her temp was up to 38.8 tonight, she has just cried for me all day. Its been hard.
Grace has been naughty all day, tantrums, doing the exact of what I ask, and actually being mean to Lilah for the first time ever. This is all mainly while we were out, and I had no "Naughty step" to put her on, and I think she knew that.
I decided to go to my Mum's today. My brother left his key here a few days ago and needed it back, so I said I would take the girls over.
We arranged to me in Arnold (The town centre of where my Mum lives) and I said I would call her as I got close.
Its 2 buses frommy house to get into Arnold, though in a car its about 7 mins. Its all uphill though for half the way, it really would kill most people to walk! Though the second half is downhill.
I got the first bus, and the stop it drops me off at, is the same stop I need to get the next bus from. So you can imagine how I felt as I saw the bus I needed pull off as I got off the first bus!! Oh well, I guess I'll just have to wait for the next one. 25 mins. I went to cash point, bought Grace a sarnie, and both of us a drink. And then we waited for the next one. It arrived, but wouldnt let me on as there were 2 buggies on there already. I was gutted. But what annoyed me more, was the two on there had toddlers in of at least 3! Why couldn't one of those Mum's take her 3yr old out and fold her buggy so I could get on?? I was rather annoyed.
I couldnt be bothered to wait around for another bus, so, feeling brave I decided to walk into Arnold from there. It took me exactly an hour. It was quite a nice walk, but I am SO unfit it really did kill me! Plus I was pushing a 2yr old and an 8 month old along with all the stuff you have to take out for them! And most of the way I was walking into the wind, which was pretty hard work.
I then wondered round Arnold with my Mum. Visited my sick Nanna (broke my heart) and piked up a few bits I needed. All in all, i was walking all day, and didn't get back to my Mums until 5.30ish and as we got to her door, Matt pulled up to pick me up.
Since getting home, I have cooked Grace tea, tidied up, cleaned kitchen, hung out a wash, put another wash on, sorted Lilah, hoovered whole of downstairs, made our tea, blah blah, and I am SHATTERED.
I have WW tomorrow and I dont know how I am feeling about it. Negative, but I think that is partly due to me being so tired and feeling a little down. But also had one of those weeks, where, on paper I appear to have been good, but have been picking and not counting everything. I have been rather active though. So who knows what will happen, by 10.30am tomorrow, I will know.
I think I am gonna go to bed now....am sooooooooooo tired
