My life
Decided to grab an early night on Friday (10thAug).So at 11pm i was in my bed thinking how lovely it was,only to be greeted by my 7&1/2month old son screaming for a cuddle to get back to sleep.Not a problem and he went back to sleep.So by 11.20,my early night was turning into a late one.Hubby came up to bed shortly afterwards and i pretended to be asleep,couldn't be bothered to be given a grope! (too tired!)
DD3 then decided to wake up and scream,nothing new.So off i went into her and layed on the end of her bed,arm/hand propping up my head.I woke up an hour or so later with my head and hand hurting like hell as i'd been leaning on them for so long!
Back into bed,now 12.50am,not bad going for my early night.Thankfully i'd cleaned up the bedroom floor and didn't have to climb over mountains of clothes at the end of the bed to get back into it!
I am then distracted by some alien life form that's been growing on my leg for a few weeks now.It does nothing but itch.(i must post a public pic...will it be too gross though?)Pull myself up and put some cream on it...one of the girls creams for exzema(it's only mild..the exzema)it does the job,at least for a while.
It's then toss and turn wondering which is the most important bill to be paid this week,and then wonder where i'll actually get the money from to pay it.Money in the door and straight back out and on what?Rent,food,petrol,loan....all gone! Now what for the rest of the week.....lets hope we win the lottery eh?!(i didn't!)
Wish i could have had a bottle of wine...there is two out the porch but i can't drink.Firstly too many painkillers and secondly i hate drinking really when the kids are so young(that's not to say i didn't many moons ago have the odd glass now and again!)Well at least i have my painkillers,they help and keep my going,but i have no idea how they keep me awake when i feel so tired!My BP tablet is hopefully doing it's job!
Blimey it's 3.47am,how on earth did we get to here.......
Thankfully i managed to grab a few hours sleep and was up at a very late 7.15am feeding the two youngest....
Here's to Saturday.....
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