Bad to worse
Well so much for me being put into a proper cast, i was operated on to put a pin and plate in on saturday. Im now back in a temporary cast for another couple of weeks so the swelling can go down.
Im soo down with it now, i have no way of getting the kids to school so they are at home which doesnt help matters. I keep crying as i feel useless, the kids are winding me up as they know i cant do alot about it.
I hate being like this not being able to do anything. Im sleeping downstairs and living in my pjs as i cant get upstairs to get dressed. I havnt washed my hair for over a week and i just feel yuk about everything.
Ive probably got another 6 weeks like this and tbh i can already feel myself slipping into depression, although ive never had it before if i dont get some help from family or someone soon im going to lose it i think.
Thats about all i can write at the moment because if i write more im going to cry even more than i am doing so and i dont think ive got it in me anymore.