Off on holiday!
A whole month since my last entry - time flies!
I'm continuing along my rocky path - up, down, down some more, up a bit, to me, to you (sorry - sarcasm is still going strong!)
My work is still taking it's toll - I get a lot from it and enjoy on the whole but it takes so much energy and it has been incredibly busy for the last few weeks and very stressful. It's really difficult as like I said I enjoy it but it's also tearing me apart. But that's a long story and I don't have the time or mental energy and strength to tell it.
The real reason I stopped by is I'm going on holiday in the morning and I am absolutely petrified about the flight. It's only about 50 minutes but I don't know how I'm going to get through it. I feel sick. I want to cry. I want the holiday but I don't want to fly. It's stupid - I've no reason to have a phobia of it but I do. Like a lot of things in my life at the moment I it's just not rational.
I just had to let it out - thank you
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