Tuesday, May 1st, 2007, 2:15 pm
Well I'm still struggling. I've been completely shattered since last Thursday and everything is a huge effort. I went to the beach at the weekend with my husband, his sister and her husband and their children and I could literally only manage to run around for about 5 minutes and then I spent the rest of the day sat down whereas I've been going to the gym twice a week and running as well. I did go to the gym last night but could only manage a few minutes on the treadmill before nearly collapsing with exhaustion so I spent the rest of the half hour I was there taking it really easy on the bike instead. It's just not like me - people at work have noticed a difference too and have managed to convince me that I have ME or glandular fever or something. I didn't even have enough energy for my planned shopping trip on Saturday - now that is a bad sign (at least it's good for my bank account though which has been looking very sickly lately!)
It hasn't helped that work has been busy over the last couple of weeks with it coming up to year end - still that's passed now not that thing are showing any signs of settling down any.
So I haven't had any energy to put into thinking about who am I and what I want but I am still feeling really empty.
My plans for the rest of the week? I'm going to attempt to go running on Wednesday evening and other than just get through work each day and get as much rest as possible.
No picture today but tomorrow I will take a picture of the lovely flowers my husband bought me with a card saing "happy wife day!". What can I say - he's an absolute gem!
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Thursday, April 26th, 2007, 4:16 pm
I've just slept for two and a half hours solid. I kept sort of waking up but couldn't open my eyes or move and I was having the weirdest of dreams. It was like all my energy had been sapped out of me. i still feel really tired now and really weak. I managed to walk to the bathroom and back but that was a huge effort. I really don't know what came over me. It was quite weird - yes I know I'm quite weird but that doesn't explain this! Maybe I just got the point of exhaustion?
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Thursday, April 26th, 2007, 1:08 pm
I thought I was tired last night but today I've barely been functioning and that's not good at work at year end! Still two more days and it will all be over and only one more day to the weekend and if I'm really lucky I'll be done with billing tomorrow too. But I'm never lucky so I expect I'll still be doing bills on Monday!
I've made the mistake of sitting down on the sofa straight away instead of changing and getting some food on - so what's the odds I'll still be sat in the same place come 10pm tonight?!
How dull is this? all I've got to talk about is work and I can't even really talk about that because of client confidentiality. So what else can I tell you? I have no idea! Lets hope something exciting happens over the weekend!!
But I do have a picture for you today
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Wednesday, April 25th, 2007, 6:00 pm
Well tonight I forced myself to my running group. I'm really glad I did as I needed to get back into the habit of going again but it was really hard to find the motivation to get back up off the sofa and out of the door again! But it was good to catch up with people and just be out doing something normal. But my poor toes with a blister from wearing flip flops at the weekend are really sore.
I have another early start in the morning and really should be heading to bed but I can't tear myself away from the tv even though I'm not really paying any attention to it.
No picture today as I'm on the laptop and the pictures are upstairs on the proper computer
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Tuesday, April 24th, 2007, 5:15 pm
.... I got through the last two days unscathed! Nearly half way through the working week but feel like I have done a full week already. I've been working over time to catch up and get on top of things before billing for the end of the financial year. That starts tomorrow so another early start and a late finish. But it will all be over by the end of the week until it all starts again for the next year
And that is all I've got the energy to write tonight. I'm still sat here in my work clothes and all I've had for tea tonight is a chocolate bar and a pot noodle! Sometimes I don't know why I bother going to the gym! Still, I'm glad I did this evening - I definatelyy feel better for pounding it out on the treadmill.
Today's picture - a waterfall. I can't remember where it is - could possibly be at Bowood but don't hold me to that!
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