Tuesday, June 19th, 2007, 5:02 pm
On the up side, my cycles are still getting shorter.
I'm on day 31 and I just know that the witch is on her way. I don't know when I'm due, don't know if I even ov'd this cycle, but I do know that I'm having awful cramps and I've been spotting the past 3 days so I guess she'll be here any day now.
I'm just sooooo fed up of all this waiting. Why did I have to miscarry? why couldn't our baby have survived? Why can't I be a mum already?
I know it's selfish but I want my babies! I don't want to have to wait til I get to Heaven to meet them - I want them with me now. I hate this. It doesn't matter what I want. What's done is done and I can't change it but it doesn't stop me from being hurt.
I was at my friends' wee boy's 1st birthday party today. I want that. I want to have my baby and be so proud as I show them off to the world. I don't know if it would bother me so much if she wasn't a single parent? Am I being judgemental (or just plain mental!)?
I don't want to wait anymore Lord Please, answer our prayers. We have so much love to give a child, my cat's are feeling smothered but I've nowhere else to direct it! I love David, and I really want to have his children (if that's not too greedy) - preferably all at the one time cos I reeeally don't want to go through this again! Please God. I'm on my knees begging here. Please.
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Saturday, June 16th, 2007, 10:00 pm
It's been just shy of 2 weeks since my car was driven off. On Wednesday, absolutely nothing had been done. Then...
I was at the sauna with a friend. Nothing unusual there. Then he got a pgone call. He's a dj and was asked if he could take a lead to another dj in the town of Rutherglen. So, he called home and picked up the lead than, instead of dropping me off, took me with him. All the time I'm cursing him under my breath cos I'm knackered and want my bed. Then he gets lost. He flags down a car (yes, I do think he's male!) and it just so happened that they were heading to the same place so we followed. Outside the club, he has a ciggie and a chat with the bouncers. He goes in, takes 10 minutes to come back out, where he then has another ciggie and chat.
Finally, he gets back to the car. He's just opening the door when I notice a gold car fly past with the reg T OUT. I didn't catch the numbers. I'm sitting there. pointing and struggling to speak, he's seen it too so he jumps in and quickly tries to get away after it. It's a new bloomin car so he stalls it!
By the time we get going, it's gone. I'm gutted but I finally get home and update the police. I've already decided that I'm going back to Rutherglen the next day! I call my brother and he agrees to follow me (I've got my gran in the car cos my dh assures me it's a wild goose chase and, well, she'll stop me doing anything silly). So we get back to the club I was at the night before and about 100 yards up the road - there she is! Only problem, that's not my plate number.
I'm sure it's my car so I take a walk up and I can see the wee dings on the front passenger door and the scratch on the roof but that's it. Until it hits me, the tax disc has the same expiry date. I checked it and sure enough, that's my Betsy! I called the police and they say they'll send out a car.
While we're waiting, the guy that picked my car up pulled up, holding out the key. I tell him I'm not taking it, the police are on the way so he drives off. By this point, my car, my brother's car and the car parked behind it are blocking Betsy in. The guy comes back and this time my brother takes the key - without any contact with his skin. The guy drives off again but I take his plate number. He caomes back yet again and tells me that I have the key and I should just take the car and go - what am I? Stupid? He drives off and then does another circuit. He then starts to cross the top of the road, obviously hoping we'll go - no chance!
The police finally come and this guys long gone. they have a look in the car and the blinkin idiot's only gone and left his sat nav in the glovie! The police canvas the area and tell me I can go home. I point out where the guys car had been parked before we found the car - his car was lovely so I noticed it - and it turns out to be his house. This guy is a total plonker!
So, now he's charged and gave a full confession to the theft of my car and the defrauding of two other guys through paypal. I have to pay £150 to get my car from the impound lot - which sucks cos I solved the case! - but I should get compensation from this guy according to the police.
Thank the Lord for putting me in the right place at the right time! I know this was His work because why else would it have taken us that long to get there, or even be there in the first place, and just happen to notice my car?
Thank You Lord!!!
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Saturday, June 16th, 2007, 9:35 pm
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Wednesday, June 13th, 2007, 6:34 pm
It's now been 10 days since my car was stolen. I phoned the police for an update and was told to phone back at about half 10 tonight because that's when the pc in charge would be available. So I did.
She told me that absolutely NOTHING had been done. They hadn't checked the security cameras at either end of my street or at any of the petrol stations (had no petrol whatsoever) and they haven't been in contact with Donacastor police - where the V5 was to be sent.
I just know I'm never going to see Betsy again - certainly not in 1 piece anyway. I can't believe they haven't done anything. Apparently, it's only just came to this pc today as she's been off since Thurs and it's been handed down from "upstairs". Don't know what that means but I am soooo raging.
So far, everything they have, I gave them after doing some sluthing myself!
Maybe I should become a copper - then again, maybe not!
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Friday, June 8th, 2007, 11:01 am
I sold my car on Ebay on Saturday. I got a really good price for it too. The guy paid the money into my paypal account and came on Sunday to collect it. I handed over the keys and tried not to cry as Betsy went away.
Then the fun began. I tried to transfer the money from paypal to my bank account. Only to discover that the transaction had been cancelled. So, I emailed the guy and he said sorry, there was some problem but his business partner would trasfer the money back straight away - which he did. Only problem was, the guy who transfered it wasn't his business partner.
Someone had hacked into this poor guys account and tried to tranfer the money to me. So this poor guy gets in contact and we sort everything out - he gets his money back and I'm left with nothing. This really annoys the H**l out of me so I get back in contact with this guy who says he's coming up this weekend to Glasgow and he'll give me the money in cash.
I send a rather nasty email back saying that the weekend is not good enough, by that time he'd have had my car for a week and I've not been paid for it, then mentioned that i had been in contact with his "business partner" and the police and it is now a matter of theft. I haven't heard a peep from him since. I have no phone number, just an email (or should I say 2 email) address and about 4 different home addresses. (I've done my homework and spoke to others on ebay he's done business with)
So I have no car and no money for my car. Just to top it all off, my insurance company won't take any action because I handed the keys over with no problem so it's all my fault. Of course my dh has been a wonderful support - NOT! If he tells me one more time that I should have taken cash I'll hit him. I'm very much aware of what i should or shouldn't have done. Nagging at me won't change what's happened.
On the plus side, my wonderful parents have given me some money to get a new car, and she's lovely. a 1.3 Hyundia Accent in a lovely jade colour. To top it all off, she's newer than Betsy was and cost half the bloomin price I sold her for!
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