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beet1e

beet1e

Um - I'm 30 and live with my husband and our two cats. I work full time as a legal secretary in a rather busy solicitor's office. I've suffered on and off with depression - more on that off for the past year. We don't have any children yet but I'm hoping that will change in the not too distant future.

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    Off on holiday!

    Wednesday, September 26th, 2007, 5:03 pm

    A whole month since my last entry - time flies!

    I'm continuing along my rocky path - up, down, down some more, up a bit, to me, to you (sorry - sarcasm is still going strong!)

    My work is still taking it's toll - I get a lot from it and enjoy on the whole but it takes so much energy and it has been incredibly busy for the last few weeks and very stressful.  It's really difficult as like I said I enjoy it but it's also tearing me apart.  But that's a long story and I don't have the time or mental energy and strength to tell it.

    The real reason I stopped by is I'm going on holiday in the morning and I am absolutely petrified about the flight.  It's only about 50 minutes but I don't know how I'm going to get through it.  I feel sick.  I want to cry.  I want the holiday but I don't want to fly.  It's stupid - I've no reason to have a phobia of it but I do.  Like a lot of things in my life at the moment I it's just not rational.

    I just had to let it out - thank you

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apricot2007 25 Aug 2007 08:42:00 GMT
Hi there....just a wee<br />\n<p align=""center""><a href=""http://www.myspacejunks.com""><br />\n<img src=""http://i172.photobucket.com/albums/w31/graphichv/congratulations/71.gif"" border=""0""><br><font size=""1"">Myspace Graphics</font></a></p><br />\non your achievement!<br />\n<br />\nHugs

suestu21 16 Aug 2007 19:55:00 GMT
Hi Jo,<br />\n<br />\nSomeone has flown in to watch over you.<br />\n<br />\n(((((((((((JO))))))))))<br />\n<br /><br />\n<a href=""http://photobucket.com"" target=""_blank""><img src=""http://i171.photobucket.com/albums/u302/cfaithcpepay/angel.gif"" border=""0"" alt=""""></a>\n <br /><br />\n<br />\nlots of love<br />\nSue xxx

suestu21 15 Aug 2007 10:16:00 GMT
Hi Jo,<br />\n<br />\nI've posted to you on CWD board. Take care hun.<br />\n<br />\n<a href=""http://www.mycommentcodes.com"" title=""myspace comments""><img src=""http://i59.photobucket.com/albums/g296/edge06/comment/wednesday-03.jpg"" border=""0"" alt=""myspace comments""></a><br><a href=""http://www.mycommentcodes.com""><br /> \nlots of love\nSue xxx

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